you never existed at all
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Title: you never existed at all
Rating: PG
Summary: Clara and a punch in the gut.
Warnings: None, though there's dismissal of asexuality in Butterflies.
Notes: Nope.
Clara wants to scream. She wants to rip and claw and hit. She wants to cry, and yell, and fall curled in on herself right there in the restaurant, tears streaming down her face, choking on sobs.
You didn't love me, she wants to scream. You never loved me. You loved what you wanted to love and you didn't even care if it was real.
But Kevin is looking at her with such concern. She can't make a scene. She can only stare frozen at him, watch his smile fade, and wonder if he ever really knew her at all.
Rating: PG
Summary: Clara and a punch in the gut.
Warnings: None, though there's dismissal of asexuality in Butterflies.
Notes: Nope.
Clara wants to scream. She wants to rip and claw and hit. She wants to cry, and yell, and fall curled in on herself right there in the restaurant, tears streaming down her face, choking on sobs.
You didn't love me, she wants to scream. You never loved me. You loved what you wanted to love and you didn't even care if it was real.
But Kevin is looking at her with such concern. She can't make a scene. She can only stare frozen at him, watch his smile fade, and wonder if he ever really knew her at all.